Sunday, 17 June 2012

I've Moved On....


I know its been a while since I have been writing/posting etc etc and so I thought I would drop by and say a few words.

I have now left the Jamaat. Alhamdulillah. After 10 years of being stuck in this sick and twisted cult, Allah the Exalted opened the door and paved the way out for me. Alhamdulillah. I cannot thank Him enough. All praise belongs to Allah. I am now no longer amongst Ahmadis and I cannot be more grateful to Allah SWT for finally giving me the chance to be part of the Ummah- officially! I left some time back, but was unable to say anything, as it could have put me in a compromising position. The journey was quite a long one but I am now out of there and boyyyyyyyyyyyy life has never been better. I am no longer in the UK either..had to get away...far far away!! Alhamdulillah. You will never ever understand how liberating it is once you are away from Ahmadis and their Jamaat. I can't even explain it. My shoulders feel so light, my head de-cluttered and my heart cleansed. My soul has been cheered up. Not that I was tormented by my Ahmadiyya demons before or anything but I was never at complete ease. You know that feeling of 'sukoon'..I never really had it. But Alhamdulillah for everything. Honestly, Allah has been soooooo good to me. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. I cannot thank Him enough for saving me. I cannot thank Him enough for giving me hidayah when I was immersed in Kufr and then for opening the door to let me out of this despicable Cult. Allah is truly merciful. Alhamdulillah.  :D

I have consulted the Cult Team and after much soul searching and deliberation, I have decided that I no longer wish to write as Findings/Cult Girl. I think its time to move on. I don't feel I can offer readers as much as I once could (thats me assuming I offered anything at all.. lol) and my passion/drive in all honesty, has kind of disappeared. I need a break but this time, a permanent one. That's not to say I won't be back one day in the distant future but I doubt it will be anytime soon. Ideally, there will be no Jamaat in 5 years time so then there would be nothing to talk about but somehow, I very much doubt that. That is no testimony to their worth or truth but it is what it is, these 'religions/cults/sects' are to test Man and Allah never stops testing, so why would they just cease to exist?! I've realised that now. I've realised that I have been overlooking my own deen and progress for the sake of people who will probably never see the light. Allah knows best. The truth is out there for those who genuinely care enough. There is an impossible amount of information out there- hitting it at every level, whether its theology/character of the Ahmadiyya figureheads and also Jamaat politics. You only need to type in 'Ahmadiyya' in the search engine and you'll be sure to find pages upon pages demolishing their lies in the name of Islam. I've realised that there is nothing you can do with this Cult. There is no accountability. There is no real care. They want to keep the system going. Status Quo. Let these people be. Life is short. It'll be over with real soon anyway and then they'll have plenty of time to reflect upon their fake deen.

For legal reasons I cannot say much concerning the Blog. On that note, the Blog will be on hold until things are ironed out. The Blog is no longer in my control and I have handed over all information/documents/pictures to a local group who will take control of it once this legal business is out of the way. Good luck with them Raffy friends aren't very had it easy with me!

That's all from me now. I will be asking the Admin team to formally deactivate my account soon. You wont be hearing from me again or not least in a long, long, long time. inshAllah. I've had a enough of ahmadi/jamaat/qadiani/mirza etc etc. I've had enough of Raf/Mas/Nas and am glad I will never have to see their faces again. inshAllah. I would like to extend my sincere thanks and gratitude to all the Brothers behind the Ahmadiyya Awareness team for everything they have done for me over the years. Big Jzks to you all! No names necessary! I'd also like to say a special thanks to all the other members here, it has been great fun and I have really learnt a great deal from you all.

For those who are Muslims trapped within the confines of the Cult- do NOT give up inshAllah. Your time and your way out will come...just have faith in Allah SWT and He will find you a way, when your time is right. There is a reason for everything. Your way out will come in one form or another, so don't give up hope. It took me 10 long years but alhamdulillah, the time surely did come. I'd advise ex-Ahmadi women to hold off from marrying any Ahmadi man. They are kafir and your religion does not permit marriage with a Kafir man. Do not weaken. Hold out and your time will come. That's the best advice I can give you. I did just that and I am really glad I did. Alhamdulillah.

One Allah. One Islam. One Book. One Final Prophet SAAWs.

PS: for those who said I made no that why your Cult has taken this case to the Highest Court in the Land to try have me brought down?!?!?!?!?! Don't believe me?? Ask Rafiq Hayat for the legal bill for OLSWANG that no doubt, you guys are paying for! Ha. Ha. Ha. If my name comes out...blurghhhhh... I ain't even in the country no more!

To Me:

You executed this with perfect precision. Lured the dogs to their lawyers. Made them rack up huge legal bills. BAM and you left the Jamaat before they could touch you. 

Why thank you me, I am really quite CUNNING! Ohhhh yeaahhhhhhh budddddddddddddddy!
Love from,


Goodbye Ahmadiyya Cult- the above Swag Note says it all :-) have fun being expelled/spied on/lied to/controlled and finally have fun when you meet Mirza :-)