Asalam o Alaikum, a very warm welcome, and a big up to my readers!
Many of you are probably already familiar with my alter ego 'Findings (I,II,III) from over at www.thecult.info/forum, where I've been a regular poster for almost 2 years now. For those of you who are new to all this, and new to my world, let me give you low down on who I am, what it is I do and what I plan to achieve out of all of this. Get some red bull (or red rooster) and take a seat, this is gonna be boring....
So, its August 2011 and I've been a closet Muslim for about 3 years now- alhumdulillah! As the blog header reads, I am 'trapped within the confines of the Ahmadiyya cult' and so far, have not managed to find a way out from the Jamaat. You don't really need an explanation as to why I'm still living as an Ahmadi because for those of you that are familiar with 'The Cult', you'll know the damage these beasts can do, not just to those who leave but those left behind, forced to pick up the pieces. Also I want to say in the position I'm in for a while; what was once a burden on me (a family heavily involved in the cult) is now proving to be a blessing! The longer I remain, the more dirt I can gather and the more I can play a part in bringing this beast down. I've realised that Ahmadiyyat is a scam and I've also come to know, over the years, that the Jamaat is a joke and its high time the 'behind the scenes' Ahmadis finally saw it for what it really is!
So I'm still here, 20 something years old and some call me a hypocrite, saying if 'Islam was so perfect I'd have just come out and proud' but we all know its not as simple as that. So for all my haterators out there, if you've got a problem, well... You know what you can go do!
Anyways my 'mentors' at thecult, ie: Mullahs :P, thought it be a good idea I branch out.. I was becoming far too big for my boots over at thecult and was stealing the limelight! LOL Jokes! No, on a serious note, its time we expanded. Though as brilliant as http://thecult.info/ is, it needs more direction as traffic increases and so, this is our 'Channel U/AKA/BET' sister version of it! In other words, for the young readers, so they can come here for all the latest news, reviews and of course, Jamaat gossip! I will say that I'm still very much over at thecult, but this is a side project, powered by myself and the mentors (they are experts in blogging so will be keeping an eye on things, advise on improvements and security etc)! Cool huh??
What do you all make of my blogpage? I did it all myself! Not bad for someone who once had Brother Hussain give me a 'dummies guide' tutorial on how to upload screenshots on forum! Lol I've come along way and I thank YOUTUBE for that, the tutorials on photoshop were wicked! I am really quite proud of myself **clap clap**. I've got loads of ideas and these are of course, the early days, so there may be lulls and there will be highs until I find my feet and get into the swing of things so don't expect too much... Yet! One thing I will be focusing on is 'The Sunday Scandal Sessions' something that was about to take off over at thecult, but kinda stalled (for whatever reason) and so I'm bringing it over here! I've got a whole heap of scandals coming your way boy!!! So be sure to check in on Sundays, I hope to have lots of treats in store for you all. Make sure you check thecult regularly for updates, everything will be linked there as and when it goes up here!
Right so before you all started huffing and puffing at my blog name 'cult girl' and crying about my gender, this is me.. I am a 'girl' or a wooooman even. I have to throw red herrings to protect my identity and I hope most of you will appreciate and understand that (even the haters out there).
This is it! This is the beginning of something new, bringing all the dramas from over at thecult.info/forum and setting up shop here! Its going to be urban, considerably less monitored because I am THE BOSS LADY (so I can run wild and say and do as I please), its going to be edgy and its going to be raw (or least so I hope). I've got my own show guys!! And it is here, where I will confess all the dirty, dark secrets of the Jamaat, unofficially, on their behalf.
I'm doing this for everyone out there, in the hope one day, we can all be free from this Jamaat. I want to see the youth break free and live as normal Muslims and enjoy the freedom that comes with it! Who wants to be managed and monitored by random pakis, we get enough of that at work, school and home (sorry Mum!). Forget the likes of Fahim and forget no mans like Raf, they are nothing and the sooner people realise this, the better!
The Jamaat is dirty. Its unclean. Its corrupt. Its secretive. Its 2 faced. Its cruel. I say to hell with all that, and its about time we show the world the true face of Jamaat e Scamadiyya!
Whose with me on this?? We can do this inshaAllah!! One day, we will put this down to a hiccup in our lives and hopefully bury the unfortunate time we were once Ahmadis, somewhere deep in our distant memories. Right now its a one man show but inshallah, one day, I hope to see countless others join me as guests!! I have a couple of people working with me, confirming everything I manage to lay my hands on but we still need more help! So speak out and come forward and be part of the Revolution!
You deserve the right to truth and to know what really goes on behind the scenes. I am going to open the doors for you....... Watch, learn, enjoy and CHANGE!
Jamaat: I warned you, many, many, many months ago! I told you to quit with the games! Quit with the badnaami of Muslims in the UK. I told you to quit harassing ordinary Ahmadis. I told you to quit making innocent peoples lives a misery. I told you to quit the dirty, the filthy internal games. I TOLD YOU TO STOP! I gave you forever to pipe it down, to change your ways, to start being honest and transparent..but you didn't listen! Perhaps you didn't take me seriously, but now, you will!
Ready? Hold on tight... Everything changes and it changes today! This is my game and we play by my rules!